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`fhaazLOVESfeeza(: I'll Be There For You ,, These Five Words I Swear To You (: 'Cause baby when you're with me, It's like an angel came by and took me to heaven. 'Cause when I stare in your eyes, It couldn't be better. So let the music blast, We gon' do our dance. Bring the doubters on, They don't matter at all. 'Cause this life's too long And this love's too strong. So baby, know for sure That I'll never let you go. So don't fear, Don't you worry 'bout a thing. I am here, Don't she'd a tear. Whenever you need me, I'll be here, I'll never let you go ♥



Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 10:47 PM
title: Speechless
date: Monday, April 26, 2010
time:10:47 PM
Never in my life i encounter with "             ",
its a whole new of a new experience that i felt,
now i realise how a "                 " feel when this happen.
But what past is past and can never return,, even if it does it'll still be the same.
I'm not blaming anybody for this MAJOR misdemeanor that i've done,, because its me and its all me that created every single undesired scenes and tragedy.
Its hurting to see "               " handling this problems, nevertheless this problems should settle in a calm manner and not anger because anger will only worsen the situation instead of getting control over it.
I'm Sorry,, i'm sorry for everything...  i know i've destroyed the trust you have given us and due to that,, i'll do anything to correct my mistakes and prove that i am capable of leading my life till i succeed and get what i want when i get my " Segulung Ijazah".
I will REMEMBER what you told me,, and i'll come back when i'm ready.
Those words will never fade inside my small mind,, webbed inside and never  erased.
Your words were harsh,, harsh enough to wake me up from boy's dream and ur words were too mean to describe my wrongdoings,, however they wont make me fall but strengthen my courage to get what longed to be mine forever.
Never in my life i've heard such words from "                   " and now i finally see the other sides of them.
Its not about how well we can control our emotions,, but how well we manage them and tell ourselves its not the end but a rocky part of a journey.
  I understand to a certain point, emotions overthrowed us mentally n physically, dont use that as a reason to make unreasonable blames and harangue till there's no tomorrow.
A mistake will remain as a mistake,, but how we try to correct the mistake that counts although the mistake is not erasable
Dont worry baby,, we'll always together(: