Bittersweet

A quote that goes,, Every sweetness in life comes with a little bit of Bitterness.
I guess this is the bitterness that i'm going through but its TOO bitter indeed.
Every second the bitter gets wild,, and that every second makes me insecure.
Insecure of the next wave of problems that are gona strike.

Sometimes, we are strong to overcome but our strength are not infinite to face all the waves.
IMPOSSIBLE,, i can agree on that.

However, if we were to control our mind and strengthen our heart, we are able to withstand them.
Its saddening when life's get too Harsh,, and we are unable to do anything.
Left with no choice, no ways and no solutions.
On top of it,, we are surrounded by THREATS!
Thats not Life,, thats HELL!
I repeat, HELL!

Every now and then,, my mind got haunt by unwanted THOUGHTS..

The thoughts that makes me sad instead of happy, although some are Great memories but alas nothing could overthrow my bad thoughts, FUCK IT!

I Just want to spend my life with the Lady whom i Love,, but yet people make a fuss about it.
How Great is that?

Did i owe them Money or something?

A simple life gets Complicated,, thats what I Fucking HATE!

but what can i do?
I have to live with it,, i have to go through like a MAN!
if i want to save Everything,, i'll go through them even if it takes my life away.

No matter hard or medium or soft,,
i'll always be there for you,,

no matter how far we are,,

my heart soul will always be in ur heart(:
No matter how tough life gets,,

Be strong and fight ,, because things change when the times come.

I love You my Dear Nur Hafeeza(: