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Saturday, August 8, 2009 @ 12:03 AM
 My Love
As I lay back on my soft comfy couch, relieving myself with a well written novel about Romeo and Juliet, I was mesmerized about their Strong and Deep feeling of love towards each other. As I continue reading, my mind swayed away, reminiscing the memories that I had when I found my First Love, The Love of my Life(:
This was not common to me, for 15 years in my life, Love for a Damsel in Distress known as a Girlfriend was never my cup of tea. I was unsocial and shy to even express the words of Love. Even if I had those feelings, they are just by passes in my life; no way that it would entangle enabling me to get the ball rolling. I was adolescent by then to understand the meaning of love or even to put in words how it felt to be in love. Sometimes, I would even say to love someone takes a lot of courage, but expressing the inner confession was nothing less than courage. And yet, I was one of those without courage and will to confess my love to a lady. This made me come to a conclusion; Love needs Courage and Wall Face (:
Without a Single notice, a year and three months had past. It felt like yesterday that I started loving you, yet those affections remained unchanged and it gets stronger every single day without failing. That’s what we call the Love for a True Love (:
The Love with Happiness and Laughter creates cordial sets of joy within the life of you and me. Sometimes, I wonder how I would live without your presence because it simply impossible for me to breathe when there’s no mechanism as the stimulus to get my life going. When I first hold your hand, this feeling inside tells me that I Will Love you no matter what it takes and make you mine in anyways that I could even if its Ingenious. It seems to be idiotic but then love feels better when idiosyncrasy is felt between us.
At times, Memories were sweet like honey while sometimes it tastes so bitter and became too inedible. Those rough times that we have pulled through shows how strong out we are and also shows we are always there to Comfort each other (:
That is why it is not possible for me to live this Life without you because every day is a journey and I would want you to be with me throughout this Life(: To be Frank, I am very grateful to have you as My Wonders, I hope you know what they are. In a simplified version, she’s the Most Fantastic Wife I had, Perfect as she is because to me she is perfect. These are not words to Describe but she do have the Feature of a Lovable Wife(:
Frankly, she can be very Crazy, Fun, Lovely, Nonsense, Confusing, Cute, Sweet and finally,, A Cranky Wife(: But her Crankiness is not bad compared to me because she would Love to give two or more Tight Slaps when my nuisance came about.
You really don’t want to know, how it feels to get it(:
She did tell me, all the slaps is the “Sign Of Love”, So, I have to go with that quotation.
But, If Nur Hafeeza is not Cranky, It’s just not her[=
Apart from that, being with you is a Bliss(: I know I could rely on you on certain things, you bring me up when I’m down and cheered me up when I’m sad.
Although, she has got ingenious ways to cheer me up, it really do make me feel better(:
Sometimes, to a certain extent, I felt contented much because she cares for my well being and she wants me to be happy.
The reason: If I’m sad, her day will not be up so Bright(:
The next thing I Love about you, you know how to read my mind and predict my movement of Stupidity.
And you’ll do everything that you can to stop my nonsense(:
That shows me, you hate it when I hurt myself and stuff.
Plus, you cared so much about me when I had my injuries and you felt that, the injury can be Evitable(:
The Sweet memories we had together at the Beach, still fresh like Cookies that came out from the Oven moments ago.
The day when you and me had a great time together with loud and crazy laughter, stupidified faces, retarded act and more. The part we threw sands at each other, retaliation like some sort of husband and wife(:
We let out our feelings, knowing that you and I have a long way to go before we actually reach the start of life(:
I will always have you in my life, because you are mine and will always be mine till the last day I let off my last Breath, that is Forever! – Because you are the Angel in my heart and the Guardians of the Gates Love(:
As far as I know, my love towards you hasn’t change, not even a droplet. But it gets more complex and beautiful, you will now wonder on the Beauty of affectionate between two souls(:
I don’t deny it, that you’re the most Gorgeous lady in eyes, the lady that is full of perfections, the lady with outstanding character and the only Lady who could mesmerize me(:
Though you find it rather unbelievable or an outrage, but trust me you are
the most amazing wife (:
You once asked me, why I never get angry with you?
Just to let you know, I can’t find my reason to raise or lengthen my pitch at you. Being angry at you is never in mind and never will it be in mind. I don’t believe in harangues and scolding’s because it’ll just let you down. So, advise and words of encouragement is the most suitable way for me to get bring you up when you fall(:
Alternatively, the words would only open up your mind and it’s up for you think about it. It’s pointless for me to spot mistake when I myself am full of mistakes. I know, by raising my voice it would bring a much adverse effect to you(:
So, that’s not an option for me.
And I don’t find it appropriate to be angry at you because I’m the one who often make you feel frustrated(:
Yet, through all my nonsense and being the most nuisance guy in your life, you were still patient and able to take up my attitude. Frankly, you are the FIRST , who could really withstand my Nonsense and Crappiness. Not only that, you Love my Nonsense and wanting more of it(:
The reason on why I have reiterating this stuff, because I felt that there is a need to repeat since I myself have forgotten that I’ve brought my Wife too much frustration these days(:
Frankly, sometimes I felt rather uneasy after doing something that is not reasonable. Some sort like, the first minute I was fine and the next I became worried about you. Well, you know that apart from my badness and such, I do have the feeling of guilt inside me and I know what I did was undesirable. So, now you know why some part of the week, I didn’t sleep for days, this is the reason, I was thinking about you, hoping that you are well and forgive me for my Misdemeanor. Having the whole night to think about it, I realised many things that I did was without the use brain cells to mend the incorrect paths.
Although with all such frustration I’ve caused, you still Loved me like how you always do(:
That made me realised on how important you are to me(:
And now you know Oxygen has competence to its Importance in my Life(:
I feel rather complete when we are together, entangling our fingers occupying the spaces between them, like filling sacs of love on Empty spaces found in our Heart(:
It gave me the feeling that you are really mine, we were made to be with one another(:
Every day , Every hour, Every minutes and Every Seconds my misses for you never fades even for a second. The day without you is incomplete, the absence of your voice kept me yearning for the sound of you Every hour, the lost of your sight makes me wanting you to be near me Every Minute and the diffusing sweet fragrances of you turns the clouds darker every seconds(:
As I put my thoughts further towards all these words, I reminisce the time when we had our time together, it might be simple but it held loads of meaning.
Like some people says, “ Simple but luxurious, cheap but worth , cosy and comfort but the top of it, Enjoy what we have”(:
Although sometimes we never meet each other for days, I would want to ensure you that, my heart and soul is always and will always be there for you(:
Because I know you need them with you when you felt lonely and needed a companion when we are apart, I know you need me every time in your life, as you know being with me, everything will be fine and perfect like what you have wanted it to be(:
This is what I would always want you to remember:
Whatever happens, I’ll be always be there for you,
I Promise!(:
A poem For you:
Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss your lips and touch your skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away all your pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
I Love You(:
fhaazLOVESfeeza(:
Always!
and
Forever! Labels: I Love You(:
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title: My Love(:
date: Saturday, August 8, 2009
time:12:03 AM
Sunday, April 5, 2009 @ 8:36 PM
Hey Peeps(:First and foremost, I MISS MY GIRLFRIEND a.k.a Wife!(:Its been more than a month since I last touched my Blog.I apologise deeply for this inactiveness.Well, apart of that, thanks to my Wife who updated it beforehand with such colourful and unique way of Posting.So,First thing First..Mid-Year Examinations ended last week Thursday.Overall View, atrociously done and hideous results might be the outcome.So, according to the Heading, Wasted a Quarter of A year!Yeah, I simply agree with that statement.As a matter of fact, I just screw up my future for this Term.Argh! Influated much, but i shall not exaggerate such situation which already past and could not be brought back to the present.Sad and Disappointed.Alas, what can i do? Nothing!Indeed, there's a way... That is,, To wake up my Bloody Idea and Choose the Path of My life.I have to make my own Decision, a VERY wise ones! Every decision that is decided will decide the Brightness or Dullness of my Future.As i give a thought about it, Every minute that passed give me the sense of Creepiness.A creep that I myself could not hung on to it.Most people says that, we failed because we fail to plan... thus they simply put it that... We plan to fail!!Those are Jerks, trust me!We dont plan to fail, just that we fail to go according to what we have planned.Hence, we should blame ourselves for our ruthless PROCRASTINATIONS.The mother of all Screw Ups in Life(:So, as thoughts get inner towards the Cranial System=P (Biology Mau ada Beb~)I could hardly imagine myself 10 years down the road...I asked myself a few questions..What I want in Life?What I want to do?What I want to have?What do I want achieve in life?This questions are meant to be the Doorway of Success.I believe, if i could answer those with My Heart and Soul, at the same time..Doing the necessaries to make those questions a reality in my life with every Drops of Sweat from my very own Hardwork.Yeah, thats what i have to do(:Enough of Life,Lets get a Life for now.So, after the last paper, had a Date with Hunny(: On 2nd April 2009!Went Sentosa to Chill ourselves.We had a Great time together.Catching up what we left out.A few hours at the Beach do bring some memories back(:Yeah, we wrote something on the sand.Took picts with retarded faces.Woohoooo!!! Framed every Snap of Photos with all the Love we had.Making Every photo a meaningful ones that held loads of meaning inside.Okay, after that, we washed up and headed to VivoCity.Almost miss out the Movie, The Unborn.But then, I walked like a Speed of Running Turtle.We reached 10mins earlier(:Hunny was greatly amazed by my walking speed.HAHA!!Bought our Tickets and Off to the Movie.Well, the Movie was Average.A rating of 3/5.I was Dumbfounded though.haha!Okay, after that had our so called Lunch+ abit of Dinner at BK!Then, we spend our time together-gether at the skypark.Oh ya, Hunny had a Massage Session(:Guess what, I massaged her leg till bruises start to appear.Thats the sign of Healing.Btw, she was moaning for quite sometime.But, for her sake, I had to continue massaging(:About a quarter to Seven, We left Vivo.Headed home(:Dead tired by then.I forgotten what time I slept last Thursday.HAHA!Alrite thats all for now.Sufficient update for a month untouched Blog.Kay la, See ya around Peepos(:fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:ILY!Labels: I Love You(:
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title: Wasted a Quarter of A year
date: Sunday, April 5, 2009
time:8:36 PM
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